for a while now, ive wanted to charge up my blackberry
to see how much of my shit actually stayed on the phone.
i finally did it last night. & i cant believe how much i miss it.
it was awkward beacuse i still had full out conversations with my ex, & my phone is still FULLL of his pictures and voice recordings of us. phone history is all him. heck! even the conversations with my friends have to do with him.
the rest of my pictuers are mostly selfies, from summer, from christmas and lots of screen munches.
my bbm still says im with jess and anna and my “baby” @ yorkdale. xD
my phone also thinks its january 19th.
i wish i could be like my blackberry. just sit at a specific time and not have anything change. you’re just stuck there.
have you ever felt like you’re trying so hard to please everyone else, that you let yourself down?
oh.. yeah. me too.




